She really wants to think he's a normal guy, but every time he walks into the room she feels like she's in Jr. High with braces. Every flaw she has is magnified ten times, and everyone is judging her for even being in the same ROOM as him. She basically has two options: Just agree with him and do everything he says, or get angry and punch him in the jaw. She went with the second one.
At the same time, though, she's noticed she only feels this way when they meet in person. On the network or on the phone the feeling is gone. She's quietly freaking out that something outside of her is influencing her mind, which she's reacting to in the same way her past self did: Avoid the situation as much as you can, get angry when you can't avoid it.
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She really wants to think he's a normal guy, but every time he walks into the room she feels like she's in Jr. High with braces. Every flaw she has is magnified ten times, and everyone is judging her for even being in the same ROOM as him. She basically has two options: Just agree with him and do everything he says, or get angry and punch him in the jaw. She went with the second one.
At the same time, though, she's noticed she only feels this way when they meet in person. On the network or on the phone the feeling is gone. She's quietly freaking out that something outside of her is influencing her mind, which she's reacting to in the same way her past self did: Avoid the situation as much as you can, get angry when you can't avoid it.