My thoughts on Nick & Xander... Well, they're tearing my heart apart with their latest scene together, both caring and yet feeling awkward due to their history together. I hope they can settle things eventually, but a part of me is dreading that things will go horribly wrong in the future once Xander gains more and more of San's personality before snapping or giving in to a dark thought. I love all of it, even though I worry I might be pushing Xander a bit thin at times and that forces him to hole up after a scene is done.